I’ve heard phrases like this over the years. Friends not quite getting my larger than life positive perspective on life and where our world is headed…
I was asked what does Shamanic mean, and it's taken me some time to find my true voice with what I do, a life time in fact, to deeply embody this work and understand its power.
How do we heal from this torment? Desperate to reach a hand up through the veil, demanding to see the light, gripping fingers of the divine and wrenching the Self free of the loop.
As an empath, it’s been a life long journey of absorbing other people’s emotions and them being translated as my own.
Existing with one foot in this realm and the other in Spirit is incredible, but sometimes feels self-exclusionary. I hear them speak to me with words of guidance and advice, however it doesn’t serve the physical craving of a hug and the comforting words whispered in your ear that everything is going to be ok.
I think I scare most males away….. and today, I feel ok with that. I’m never going to apologise for being me, of being too much, or of not being enough. The man that will ‘see’ me will be right up here with me….
I have to make my energy body an absolute priority every day, or I end up clogged up with other people’s crap, weighed down by woe and fried with city static (like I just did). It’s a reminder that I need to use the life tool kit I’ve worked really hard to build, and put into practise all the techniques I teach others about, to clear my energy field and recharge it with the good stuff.
You know those sort of life changing decisions that need careful consideration, other people may be involved, and will ultimately greatly shift your everyday reality? Those decisions where your thoughts build upon yesterday's and you get to a point that you can't hold all the aspects of the potential outcome in your poor, overloaded mind?
Her eyes are open, her heart is tender, her body apprehensive. She knows she has a light within and is seeking the way, and courage, to shine it brightly.
This path of self-excavation and discovery never ends. Remembering what my true essence is and connecting back into my innate power has been soul quenching. I recognise me. I see the delightful depths, the dizzying breadth and the mountainous heights within and I claim it all.